I wonder when I should not to be so rushed—in order rushed to commute, to work, to eat, to back home, and to sleep! Are these about a life, why should I?

Most of the people nowadays are on-the-go, but please, not on-the-rushed; I tell myself that please try to slow down my steps. For every now and then in fact, I could not tell myself what I pursue for, nothing but to rush for the days! It’s not only causing fatigue but also terrifying!

I walked through the bustling downtown a heart of the city, down the busy street I could see as such of the rushing steps each minute brushed off my side; mingling within every impersonal face without expression, this is so sad! While the temperature is rather hot but all of the hearts seemed so cold! I knew we all are not attempted to lead a life as such though, but still force to!

My heart is down when this recently I learnt that those sad stories. One my next-door auntie was effectively getting mad—mentally sick; one my senior colleague suddenly down with stroke and can’t to work as yet; one my junior colleague incurred road accident and so suffering bone fracture that must rest for months!

Meanwhile with sympathy while I felt I am grateful! All the time, I might too many complaints for why so much unfairness that transpired in my life, and why should I lead such a life, why life is not so as well-off as people have! Now, if looked back to those not so as fortunate as I have, I shall cherish for what the gratitude granted to me!

I am scared and wondered if as such of untoward eventualities once so abruptly happened in life, do we able to confront them! What’s the faith we should have professed so as to carry on the ways lay ahead!

We constantly lead a hectic life, going round the clock that is so many chores to cope and/or many excuses to keep us from being responsible to many things we should accountable. And, if a big blow hit into your life to the extent that not enables you to lead a normal life; at the point I think, there must be a lot of thoughts that I still have got many, and many unfinished works to complete if I could walk freely, talk normally, think positively and so forth! But, now no other than such a remorse!

Let’s try learning to cherish more, helpful more, thoughtful more, and work more; and less complaints and excuses. Shouldn’t I to have a let-go attitude and not grip on the attitude of fear-to-lose!

There was indeed out of my expression, why, all seem to be so dramatic that only I found in TV dramas I could have thought when I in person witnessed the chronology of my next-door auntie she fell mentally ill, changed from a healthy woman suddenly to a crazy person, she no longer talking sense, behaved and conducted herself properly. As neighbors we knew only her family settings’ plight resulted to her sickness. Anyhow, most neighbors were trying to help and showed compassion on her, bringing her to her families and seeking her to a proper treatment.

About three-months ago one of my colleagues even still yet to her middle age has abruptly suffered with stroke, and till now she is unable to return to office as yet. And that she allegedly claimed of the Anxiety Neurosis was the cause resulted to her state. Interestingly, that is the first time I learnt about the so-called Anxiety Neurosis and moreover luckily, I was heard on radio station incidentally clarifying there is different between Anxiety Neurosis and Depression which is more in general could be heard about but not the Anxiety Neurosis! There were essential factors differ the Anxiety Neurosis and Depression, viz. Anxiety Neurosis defined as someone overmuch worries over the future events to be happening however, there might not be the fact; whereas Depression had been defined as someone is being overmuch guilty to the past undesirable events and could have not come out of the box.

Hopefully, should we come to know for the factor causes to Anxiety Neurosis and Depression we might be able to do away with all the negative thinking lest one should fall to sick. Take care, so!

In another case, what a luck, a junior colleague was accidentally knocked down by a car when he was crossing on a busy expressway which allegedly to be a hit-and–run case. He has poorly incurred a bone fracture that has problem in mobility for the time being and that would take months to be recuperated.

I am confusing when all the undesirable eventualities blow in life, someone might put the blame to a fate with a superstition. However, I think fate was just a least proportion in the event; on the contrary, human factors which are the most causes led to the accident. I mean, shall we not to be fear-to-lose attitude and/or constantly anxious either! Whereby let’s try to be more calm and rest-assured as well as think positively in each way.

Coming to my sense eventually, I pray that peace in mind, safe in kind, and health in body, are all the wealth and fortune I intercede for, and for my families. Amen!